; 8:59 AM
Had been finding jobs but all dun have
felt very
sian... but will be finding although very
sianbeen going gym and etc... went to lots of jobs, fairs and etc...
feelings have been too
overwhelmingtoo much to care and think about
it had been long long time ago
a position to stand and think about
what is it, was it
two words to describe all
already gone...
; 7:25 PM
Second blog post of 2009:
Nw having holidays, very
sian... 3 fairs all gone, can't find any jobs due to econ crisis. Have been go here and there looking for jobs, but just can't find... nw i'm in the stage of giving up... kinda hopeless... somemore my attachment coming le... very hard to get a job...
Have been going gym although no work... 3 times per week, but still dun have shape, hai... trying to get the SHAPE ASAP... haha sometimes went gym alone but i'm fine with it as dun want to affect my mood... alone better... weekdays with zg, cr weekends with vic, jun hui and nic oh... although small but its ok... train faster... weekends gym will lasted longer compared to weekdays... but overall is cool... can help one another... enjoyed weekends gym... for some of my friends that can't make it, will see when u free then sms me or so... but mostly sat ba... weekdays i will changed alot... so better weekends... ITs time to run...
have been thinking about her...
just dun know what can i do...
dun know when she will be ok...
hope she will be fine...
what's there is there (chim rite? haha)