; 11:09 AM
Monday, 16 June:
Woke up at 6am plus and prepared to go for run at 7.25am, was running from my hse to punggol and also was running at the big piece of big field, 3 rounds plus. Reached home around 8.20am plus, was damn tired. Rest awhile and went to bath. Went online around 8.30am till 1.30pm plus, got kinda different feelings, something is kinda nt right. Then roughtly know what was it about but will nt mention it here. My mood was damn low, confused and shocked... When to cp to meet up with my friend, cr, around 2pm plus, was watching him eating, then went to meet iz, my another and when to serangoon north for something, during the journey, i'm really nt in a mood, my whole mind is so confused and alot of question marks is popping out. Reached hm around 4pm plus, then went online, wasn't in a mood. Then went to bed around 3.30am plus, was really thinking what was happening and why....
Tuesday, 17 June:
Woke up at 6am, moodless. Was watching tv, but dun really know what the tv drama is about. Meet up with cr, mg, kwang at around 9.30am at the stadium to run, then went to gym at 10am, first time no mood to do gym, but for bench press, i upgraded to 30kg plus plus. Kwang went off first as he was meeting his friends. Finished gym around 1pm plus and when for lunch. And my friends was asking me why i was kinda moodless and i just roughly said. Went hm around 2pm plus, and was thinking about the matter again...
Wednesday, 18 June, today:
Woke up at 6.30am plus, moodless, went for run from my huse to punggol and etc, run for half an hour, whole mind was damn blank and was very confused. Reached hm around 8am plus, and went online, after awhile went to bath... Then prepared to go to meet up with mg, nic and nic's cousin for badminton, it was fun... Nic and his cousin is damn strong sia.. next time sure can represent s'pore one, haha. Ended at 12pm plus then went to eat and reached hm around 2pm plus and meet up with iz , as he was collecting from me... Still moodless and damn confused... i think this whole week will be damn moodless, or maybe a month or even a longer time....
What i wanna say: I really cherish alot for our friendship, i really cherish the past time, but suddenly all becomes so different. And nw, really is very very confusing... I dun know what i had done wrongly, cause i didn't chat with u for quite a long time, so i really dun know why everything ended up like this, i really dun know, i can't find any fault at all, i am really damn damn moodless and confused, i really hope someone will tell me what is really happening... i really hope.....
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